Thursday, December 26, 2013!
HandWritten on; 1:21 AM
has been 3 months+ since my last post.
after abbott, it was back to AH for the rest of my pre-reg training. or should i say, for the start of my pre-reg training. the past 3+ months were tough, really really tough and now that i'm in IP rotation, i can only say it will only get tougher. so many times i have broken down that i cant rmb the number of times already. this is indeed a difficult journey :'(
praying that my soul will become tougher and stronger than what im about to encounter and help me overcome the coming obstacles. this christmas season is making me really really miss the old days when HOLIDAYS exist. holidays, days when i can wake up without alarms and have nothing to do and sometimes even feel bored of having nothing to do. days when i can go out with friends, meet people for lunch/tea/dinner on end; days when i can stay out having supper prata or ice cream and talk to friends till crazy wee hours before heading home to sleep the rest of the day away. it's gonna be really tough to get used to having to work throughout the entire year.
sometimes i just wanna be a stay-home housewife.
got to trudge through tmr before the xmas party and then on friday i'll be heading to bangkok with the family!!! excited but kinda scared of all the responsibilities at the same time cuz everyone will kinda be counting on me for this trip T-T this is what you get for being eldest in the family and bringing other relatives along. as i grow up i realize actually how much i detest being an adult and having all the responsibilities on your shoulders... having people ask you things for this and that - some people enjoy the power and authority to decide and teach people things, but i guess its not really something i desire.
still, glad for this short break!!! :>
Labels: life, pre-reg, work